Day 21
Well I’ve been on program to 21 days. They say that is what it takes to make a habit. So is this process now a habit? No I don’t think so. Is it getting easier? No I don’t think so. I have to say the working out portion is a habit. It is what it is. I know what days I am supposed to work out and I just do it. I’m still sticking to the new eating style and I feel great. But I still suffer from cravings and really struggled this weekend and wanted to cave and have a “cheat” meal. But I didn’t and I am happy that I was strong through it.
At the moment this eating right and working out seems to be the only thing I have control over. The rest of my life seems to be going downhill. However, I know this is temporary and things will work out.
The dear hubby is lost on what he is going to do about work. It’s been a week now and we have been keeping the communication open but I know that he is still holding back some of his feelings. I just want him to find a job that makes him happy. I’d love for him to make what he was making before but if he is doing something that he likes then I don’t care.
I’m trying to remain positive that things will work out and I am trying to turn things over to God. But today I am just sad and angry. Sad that I have to see my dear hubby go through this and angry and we are in this position.
However, today I choose to move forward. I choose to be happy and I choose to not to let this little bump in the road determine the outcome of my day. We will come out on top. We have our health, our love and each other and we will get through this together.
** A little off the subject of weight loss etc. Guess I needed to get some things off my chest. – Here is to another successful day.
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